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"A question that sometimes drives me hazy
am I or are the others crazy? "
Albert Einstein
I have of montreal on repeat.
I can't stand almost everybody.
I feel bad that I feel this way.
Not that I feel like I'm any better then them.
I'm not an elitist really, if you knew me and you've heard how I speak.
You would've mistaken me for a chinese for sure.
Nope it's not an inferiority complex to being dark.
I'm not jealous or angry about anything either.
Just. completely. unamused.
Now that makes me angry.
Which sounds ridiculous cause It's like self-inflicting negativity.
I'm tired of pretending or maybe I'm just tired.
I don't know what to do or how to stop this feeling.
It's actually pretty unrewarding.
Maybe it's just me in my " coming of age " phase.
Well, if that's the case I hope it expires soon.
I feel like a 16 year old lit student with too much hormones if you know what I mean.
Scrap that. Good night
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