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So I'm like in the process of compiling all my research, references and writings from about maybe 3-5 years ago till date and I came across in the abyss of my computer. I wrote this a year ago. I don't know what drove to write this but I kind of like it. Minus the introduction & excessive use of vulgarities.

Dated February 1st 2010.



Oh come on, lighten up already.
Let bygones be bygones & fucking let go.
People make mistakes & they grow up, eventually.
Some people just take longer or greater extents to realize what they've done.
You just have to be patient & that's what friends are for.
And it is simple! Happiness is a state of mind.
Stop making fucking excuses for yourself and wallowing in self-pity.
It is addictive, I know. But so is happiness.
If there's something wrong with you, fix it.
Everyone knows why they are the way they are.
No one's just daring enough to admit it.
I mean honestly, I feel that most people I know like to dwell in the so-called-pain.
Because they're just afraid of the great unknown.
It's called great unknown for a reason you know?
Cause it's probably great?
And if it wasn’t so mysterious it wouldn’t be that great.
If you don't know what happiness is, settle for contentment.
Isn't life supposed to be the pursuit of happiness?
So go! Go pursue it, don't stifle your own growth into becoming whole.
I'm pretty sure all these things that happen to you made you who you are today.
It's true when they say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
So just do whatever the fuck you want.
Everything you do is right to you anyway, that's why you did it in the first place, no?
I say fuck the consequences, experience things, learn from your mistakes.
If you become a better person, people tend to forgive you anyway.
And people who're meant to stay in your life, will stay in your life
They'll stick around even when you push them away.
So don't question love cause you'll know when it's there.
If love is gone, let go.
By the way, the meaning of the phrase let go is so fucking diverse.
So just do what letting go means to you.